One More Night

Letra

[Intro] [909 kick] BOOM. BOOM. BOOM. BOOM. [Juno pad slowly opening] [Voz masculina, grave] I don't feel right tonight. Pero llevo meses diciendo lo mismo. “I'm good.” “Todo bien.” “Don't worry.” [Small breath] Qué fácil es mentir rápido. [Offbeat bass enters] BUM—BUM—BUM—BUM. [Verse 1] Wake up. Trabajo. Come home. No hablo. Miro el techo como si tuviera algo que decirme. Nothing. Phone lights up. “¿Cómo estás?” I type: “Bien.” Delete. “I'm okay.” Delete. Al final mando: “Todo tranquilo.” [Small bitter laugh] Perfect. Otra mentira que cabe en una pantalla. [Korg M1 starts faintly] DAA-DA-DAA... [Voz] Pero esta noche salí. No porque quisiera. Because staying home was getting too loud. [Hi-hat opens] Entré. Luces viejas. Humo. Ese bombo. That fucking piano. [Main melody begins] DAA-DA-DAA! [Voice cracks] Y de repente... I felt everything. [Pre-Build] Pensé en ti. Pensé en mí. Pensé en todas las veces que dije: “Later.” “Tomorrow.” “Not now.” Como si querer a alguien pudiera esperar hasta que yo estuviera preparado. [Snare] PAH... PAH... PAH-PAH... [Voz femenina distante] Don't let me... don't let me... [Voz masculina] Todavía no. [Snare accelerates] PAH-PAH-PAH-PAH— [Voz] Let it hurt first. [Silence] [Voz masculina grita] ¡AHORA! [Massive Drop] [Voz femenina] DON'T LET ME COME DOWN! ¡NO ME DEJES BAJAR! I CAN FEEL MY HEART BREAKING OPEN IN THE DARK! DON'T LET ME COME DOWN! ¡QUE REVIENTE EL LUGAR! IF TOMORROW I GO NUMB AGAIN— TONIGHT I WANNA FEEL TOO FUCKING MUCH! [Coros] ¡TOO MUCH! ¡TOO MUCH! ¡MUCHO MÁS! [6-note rave lead] TI-TI-TI-TAA-TI-TI! [Verse 2] [Kick remains relentless] [Voz masculina] There's a girl next to me crying with both hands up. No la conozco. She doesn't know me. Perfect. No hace falta. Behind me somebody screams: “THIS ONE!” Y todo el mundo entiende. No el idioma. The feeling. Eso sí. [808/sub accent] BUM. Una canción puede hacer eso. Te devuelve a una habitación que ya no existe. A una persona que ya no llama. A una versión de ti that you thought was fucking dead. [Beat mutes] [Voz muy baja] Maybe he wasn't dead. Maybe I just stopped listening. [Kick returns] BOOM. BOOM. BOOM. BOOM. [Voz] Durante años pensé que ser fuerte era decir: “I don't care.” No necesito nada. I'm fine alone. No me afecta. [Voice roughens] Bullshit. Me afectó todo. Solo aprendí a sentirlo tarde. [Build 2 begins] [Juno chord rises] [Voz femenina] Can you feel it? [Voz masculina] Sí. [Female] Can you feel it? [Voz] Too much. [Female] Then let it go. [Voz masculina] No. [Snare rises] Not yet. Más arriba. [Lead filter opens] Más. [Female vocal belts] HIGHER! [Voz masculina] ¡MÁS! [Everything nearly peaks] I spent so long trying not to break— [Music cuts] that I forgot breaking is still feeling something. [Long silence] [Voz] Right now. [Massive second drop] DON'T LET ME COME DOWN! ¡NO ME DEJES BAJAR! TURN THE SYNTHS INTO A FUCKING SUN! QUE ME QUEME LA OSCURIDAD! DON'T LET ME COME DOWN! I DON'T WANNA HIDE! SI MAÑANA VUELVO A ESTAR VACÍO— TONIGHT— TONIGHT I FEEL ALIVE! [Coros] ALIVE! ¡VIVO! ALIVE! ¡VIVO! [Makina lead explodes] [Breakdown] [Only M1 piano] DAA... DA-DAA... [Voz masculina very close] The worst part? No fue perderte. Fue acostumbrarme a no sentir que te había perdido. That's worse. Porque el dolor por lo menos te dice: “This mattered.” Pero cuando no sientes nada... [Breath] ¿qué coño haces con eso? [Voz femenina, distant] Come back... [Voz masculina] I'm trying. [Female] Come back... [Voz] Estoy intentando. [Female] Come back... [Voz male cracks] I DON'T KNOW HOW! [Sudden one-bar rave hit] [Silence] [Voz masculina] Sorry. [Small pause] No. No pidas perdón. Say it again. [Slow final build] [Kick] BOOM. ... BOOM. [Arpeggio begins] TI-TI-TI-TAA-TI-TI... [Voz masculina] I don't know how. [Snare starts] No sé cómo volver a ser el de antes. [Female pad rises] Maybe I don't have to. [Voice] Quizá ese sea el problema. Llevo demasiado tiempo intentando volver. Back to you. Back to me. Back to nights that don't exist anymore. [Snare faster] Maybe there's no back. Maybe there's only— [Voice breathes] ahora. [Everything holds] [Voz femenina] Right now. [Voz masculina] Ahora. [Female] RIGHT NOW. [Voz masculina screams] ¡RIGHT FUCKING NOW! [Final Drop - enormous] DON'T LET ME COME DOWN! ¡NO ME DEJES BAJAR! I DON'T NEED TO BE OKAY! ¡SOLO QUIERO SENTIR DE VERDAD! DON'T LET ME COME DOWN! DON'T TURN THE LIGHTS ON YET! QUE ME QUEDE AQUÍ OTRO MINUTO— ONE MORE DROP! ONE MORE BREATH! ONE MORE FUCKING CHANCE TO FEEL MY CHEST! [Voz masculina scream] ¡NO ESTOY BIEN! [Voz femenina] YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE! [Voz masculina] ¡NO ESTOY BIEN! [Female + crowd] YOU'RE STILL ALIVE! [Voz masculina] ¡NO ESTOY BIEN! [Voz femenina] THEN SCREAM IT! [Voz masculina] I'M STILL HERE! [Coros] ¡SIGUES AQUÍ! I'M STILL HERE! ¡SIGUES AQUÍ! I'M STILL HERE! ¡SIGUES AQUÍ! [Korg M1 pounds] [Voz masculina, tearing] I'M— STILL— FUCKING— HERE! [Everything cuts] [Silence] [Heavy breathing] [Outro] [M1 piano alone] DAA... DA-DAA... [Voz masculina] Mañana... maybe it hurts again. Maybe I go quiet. Maybe nothing changes. [Small pause] But tonight— [Last distant kick] BOOM. [Voz] I felt it. Todo. And for once... I didn't run.